I know it was for the greater Manticoran good. I know that consensus really believes so. I've yielded to joining the bandwagon and jumping off of the bridge with all of my friends on this one, mom.

I acknowledge the astuteness and correctness of roseandheather when she pointed out the importance of the war effort, lest I forget.
But something's broken in me. Or something isn't broken. I couldn't accept or come to terms with how Honor was treated. I couldn't get, still can't get—don't think the getting will ever be good for me; simply leaves a sour taste in my mouth—how Honor was treated. The personal message it must have sent to Honor, when she was alone and crying in her cabin even breaks my heart. When Honor really needed her nation, her nation turned its back on her and ran for its own lives. Honor gave everything. The reality of it almost broke her.
Internally, it must have seemed like a double-cross. The poor girl had her toughest fights within her own orbit. Her own government and her own navy and the Manticoran society she was fighting for was always hitting her with broadsides, while her personal wedge was down. There was never any logical reason for Honor to personally perceive of any need to even have a wedge up when on, or in orbit of, Manticore. She took the same unprovoked, personal, lame-ass sitting duck of an attack as Sigbee's ships took from Byng.
How it must have hurt those close to her. If I'd've been a Rafe, a Harkness, a Henke a Hamish... I'd've had a hard time sleeping. Those who worshipped Harrington must have been unbearably hurt and felt debilitating helplessness and hopelessness -- those who knew that the woman was doing her job. Did her job, and was a major reason they, and Manticore was still alive. As an officer, I would have had a hard time looking Honor in the face, post haste.
And that was why it could have had an even more negative impact on the navy than voting to fry the worthless piece of shit. It is the kind of thing that makes a Simoes defect. It turned a Foraker and a few others into traitors at the horrid way Ransom treated such a worthy opponent, because of the deeds of the seeds Honor had sown. Yet her own Star Nation...
It is also a PoV that I found myself lusting for in storyline. Honor crying on her mother's, or father's—or both—shoulder about how she really felt about her government's support or lack thereof. Off the record. Not now, long after the fact. But then, immediately after. And now too.
This is the kind of shit that weakens officers, or important people, and primes their pump and ripens them for becoming traitors. The enemy certainly knew her worth. And they couldn't believe their good fortune. The enemy knew that if they were Honor, chances are good that they would haul ass to the other side quickly. Shee-it, if these are friends, who needs enemies?!
It really does breaks my heart when I think of the personal hurt that Honor must have felt. "What must I do for my country for my country to do something for me?" Honor had given an eye, an arm, her first real lover, her restful nights, the health of her treecat, her relatives, her chancellor, a religious friend, and she was still banished. How embarrassing. Even the Havenites—her own enemies—thought Honor was dumped on. They couldn't believe their good fortune.
"Perhaps too much riches, like what is brought on with the MWJ has made the Manticorans cold, Theisman."
It almost broke Honor. She turned into a broken shell of the finest tactician mankind's history has ever seen. And she was merely stress fractures from breaking.
It simply fractured the no man left behind policy.
One of the headlining stories must have been the piece of the Grayson's minds that the Graysons wanted to give.
The classified Grayson document sent to Manticoran government after what was done to Honor must have been said to have contained the most cuss words of any document in the history of man, foreign or domestic.
The opening line must have been something like this...
"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON IN THE MANTICORAN GOVERNMENT?!"
The Manticoran government must have come close to making the Graysons lose their religion. LOL