cthia wrote:Honor took so much schit from Pavel. Through it all, she did what the Good Book asks us to do. 'Turn the other cheek.' Honor turned so many cheeks she was beginning to lose appendages - which literally symbolized giving and losing a piece of herself. And everyone that she should have been able to count on, thought she was able to count on, let her down. When Honor needed someone, anyone... the most ... they let her down.
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But surely, her Monarch would understand. Honor had done none other than to serve her Monarch with outstanding fealty. She had given everything of herself for her Star Kingdom. And never asked for anything for herself. Ever.
. . . Hamish Alexander wished she wouldn't do it. Even forbade her to, amidst outward disappointment, which cut her deeper than Nimitz' claws ever could. The government didn't understand her. And Elizabeth. The Queen herself. Her friend. Couldn't back her.
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How could Elizabeth allow her government to collect retribution from Honor?
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Many thought she was a crazy, loose canon. But she was anything but. Everyone, and the assinine situations around her, was making her crazy. Hell, Honor was sane. It was all the shit that everyone was subjecting her to that was making her, would have long ago made anyone else, insane! Honor was in danger of losing herself. No one listened to her and truly understood, that she needed to do what a woman needed to do, for her!
Little wonder Honor didn't just walk in some public place strapped with a pulse carbine and jimmy flat blast everyone! "CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW?!?
Now, I understand why Elizabeth couldn't support Honor's actions. And, I was endeared to Elizabeth even more for that. Honor had become Elizabeth's friend. In many ways her equal. And not many others did Elizabeth respect more than she respected Honor. No one has to tell me the pain and distress that had to cause, and probably still causes, Elizabeth. But she was a Monarch, with the lives of an entire Star Kingdom on her shoulders. She bore that weight as she always had. Her decision to allow her government to 'run Honor out of town,' was the kind of decision that Honor respected in her Monarch.
But just this once, Honor needed total support, as she was about to lose the only type battle she was ill-equipped to fight. A personal, emotional one.
Please forgive my rant. Like Honor, I needed to vent. Frustration is like a sneeze. If you try to contain its buildup, it can hurt someone.
Personally, I think Elizabeth stumbled a bit here. She could have offered a measure of support to Honor without conflict with her duties as monarch.
She could have arranged a private meeting, apologized for the court martial's failure to convict Young on capital charges, affirmed Honor's right to challenge Young if she had evidence and affirmed her right to charge anyone in the Navy who ordered her not to meet Young on the field with violating the articles of war. She could even have pointed out that she, as Monarch, had received requests to urge Honor to stay her hand, yet rather than do so, she could have said to Honor something like: "But I'm not going to ask you to do that. If I did, I wouldn't be keeping one of my Navy's most brilliant captains on active service; I'd be breaking her heart and I would be losing that quality of wholehearted love for this kingdom that makes her so effective. So if a duel is necessary to ensure that my star kingdom gives you justice, then you go out there and be sure you do unto Young what you did to Summervale. And if my Navy loses a Captain, it will be because she is fighting for the justice that my kingdom was founded to provide and without which it is not worth defending."
end rant.